New Era
There have been two moments in my life where I recovered from burnout and then came back to school only to feel empty and fail. But, although it is embarassing to fail, I noticed something too important to ignore for longer. I was going against my nature. I needed to have the balls to change everything. I've been afraid of what my life would look like if I did what I wanted. I've been afraid of the social consequences. And, as an autist, I know there will be many. But my life is not going to fly by me anymore. I'm going to reach my full potential. And, of course, there are a thousand different paths I could walk through. You know, for a couple of years I've been testing this belief of mine. That I should do whatever I want and not be afraid of the consequences. There's something magical to this belief, and I want to test its limits. See if, at one point, I'm going to regret my decisions or if I'll continue to love the consequences of my desires even if it m...